Do you know?

Do you know how many dreams inside of me?
Do you know the thing that makes me happy?
Do you know how starving I am to fill this empty soul?
Do you know how much the pain I have to endure every second?
Do you know how tired I am eventough I am a broken?
Do you know?
Do you know?
I just wanna be happy and do what I want.
Why living this live as Ruchyan Intani is so damn hard?
Can not I run?